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What Do You Want Back?
03:56
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What do you want
What do you want
What do you want
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What do you want
What do you want
What do you want
Back
I was in Vilnius when the virus hit
in the cellar trying to make a hit
The news will continue to do it for the clicks
Then they closed down every establishment
Is frustration a sin if I never let it vent
I hold a lot of pride inside let me repent
Like Moses infront the burning bush like this is lit
I was looking at the news again like is this it?
I wouldn’t tank to get the number 1 pick
But I wish I could cancel the season that I’m in
Oh
Better let the organ play
They gonna cancel church next Sunday
Next Sunday and the next one too
But can’t take faith can’t cancel truth
Where is the hope in the hopeless fight
When there’s no less known then the next in flight
No insight for an inside sign
Courage still alive in these lifeless times
Might be vibes on the playlist online
But what happens to the mind when it’s stuck inside
Stuck inside stuck in my mind
Remind me why my purpose relies on Me
Having something to do
Now it’s only me and God inside this room
I asked if this room is anything like his tomb
His answer was an inaudible
We living in the end of times
Or did I just find how to free my mind
Decide how the careless turned to the bold
Covid free who going to clean my soul
Quarantine seems worrying
Because the online posts and the news will scream
I heard Jesus once when I was all alone
On a walk through the woods and it was hella cold
I had to cough,
covered my mouth with my checkered scarf
Saw those scars had to count the cost
Because I’ve been found more than I’ve been lost
If you want something your gonna have to try
Fail and flail and learn and cry
But if you want something you gonna have to try
Learn that God ain’t dead he’s by your side
Philipians three fourteen
Called to something higher than we can dream
Press on still cause it’s still in reach
And do God’s will never left wondering
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Pretty Good Idea
03:36
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Can’t pull myself from under covers
I never wonder whats undiscovered
The words i utter so often stuttered
The awkward blunder the silent suffer
I often wonder what I’d have to offer
If I could keep my head above the water
Hard hearts soften and tend to rotten
What if i’d gotten back what i’d forgotten
It’s all in the note that i wrote in my journal
A quote to devote that thoughts aren’t terminal
If what you sought in distraught wasn’t burnable
Then you must of forgot why you got that torch
Short of the goals now the souls lost source
I mean the vessels not sunk its just run off course
Absorb all these fading abrasions
A little bit of patience there’s still time to make it
I got a new idea
Runaway till i have to face my fear
Hide away until i cannot feel
Evacuate before my fate gets sealed
Please don’t runaway
Why i have to ask politely
Skeletons all in the past
Fight em off like kiera knightly
Might be slightly off key
Caught me falling off
Thats where this balance got me
Chalice completely full
Contemplating how the soul got dull
In the fighting
You don’t have to tell me anything that i already know
Been all the way around the globe don’t wanna go home
When pandemic shakes the world like it’s a snow globe
Where you going to place your trust, gonna find your hope
Talk about taking the wrong long route
Errors that i made that i never found out
Arrows point the way I never followed until now
I got a pretty good idea they lead up not down
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The Meaning
04:09
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Go
I’ve been getting scars right after scars inside this season
treadmill in my soul and I might exercise these demons
Even in this treason when i’m lost outside of eden
My allegiance is in Jesus he gives reason this the meaning
Sacrifice
What are you willing to sacrifice
Would you pay the highest price?
Or you still trying to fantasize
Fall for the lies
Sick of this, I been in this
Contemplate the benefit
Been a minute since it made sense
They try to censor it
You got to see through the lies they try to hide to misguide
It’s all appraised it always says the soul you sell is sanitized
Manifest
What you ingest will manifest
You can’t repress
What you digest what you inhale what you invest what you instill
What you fight against can still prevail
If you fight with weapons meant to fail
Fall for the lies
Or you still trying to fantasize?
Would you pay the highest price?
What are you willing to sacrifice?
Sacrifice
Let me tell you a little bit bout what it came from
Self preserved wisdom turned out to be a poison
Doubt wrapped around my stout faith like a python
A snake to take over, change the name like it’s saigon
there’s a battle waging on and on it’s at stale mate
When faith is attacked how will you use it as the fail safe?
When hell gets through the cracks will you know it by it’s scaled face
Or are these devils disguised as what we love not what we most hate?
Be excellent in what is good be innocent of evil
If the lord is coming soon eye to the sky like i’m an eagle
See the congregation crowded close underneath the steeple
But outside of this building see no difference to this people
The God of peace will soon crush satan
God will crush him underneath our feet
The faith we think must be the faith we live
The grace we receive must be the grace we give
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Wintertime in Vilnius
02:50
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Every winter that i ever dreaded
Necessary for the place i headed
Like Edison with the light bulb invented
We here to spark like electric fences
Time insufficient to make a difference
Infinite minutes that pass in seconds
Second guesses of past reflections
Couldn’t shape the glass of this winters visions
Winter time in Vilnius
I been where the chill is
This is where the feelings
Caught in my soul
Winter time in Vilnius
You really have to feel this
Haven’t felt this real since
I left for home
There’s a capital gain when things start shifting
There’s a shadow outside that started lifting
I’m still out here tryna find my gifting
I look a little lost but I’m not finished
I’m just beginning, show me the path
show me secret route, show me the map
The journeys the reward
so is the gift all lost?
Cause I was moving forward
But now i’m stopped
Lord make a way
Before we take away
I wasn’t ready to say
Good bye today
Lord make a way
Before we take away
I wasn’t ready to say
Good bye today
Lord make away
Before we take away
If there’s another way
Then you have to say
Because every day
After today
It won’t be the same
Won’t be the same
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Depths (Psalm 130)
04:14
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Out of the depths
I cry to the Lord
Hear my voice
Hear my cry for mercy!
If you
Kept record of our sin
Lord, who could stand?
Who alone could triumph?
And I
I wait for the Lord
My entire being
Stops
And waits for your word
In you
I have found all hope
I have found all worth
I found all purpose
From the depths
I cry to the Lord
Hear my voice
Hear my cry for mercy!
If you
Kept record of our sin
Lord, who could stand?
Who alone could triumph?
All through the night
I watch for the day
Walk with the son
Hold to your promise
In the dark
I reach for the light
My heart will fight
For God you’re sovereign
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Out of the depths
I cry to the lord
Hear my voice
Hear my cry for mercy!
If you
kept record of our sin
Lord, who could stand?
Who alone could triumph?
For you
Hold everlasting love
Unfailing Joy
Release from bondage
In you
is redemption for it all
no matter how I fall
Lord you will breakthrough
Out of the depths
I cry to the lord
Hear my voice
Hear my cry for mercy!
If you
kept record of our sin
Lord, who could stand?
Who alone could triumph?
In you
Is redemption for it all
No matter how I fall
Lord you will breakthrough
The depths
Breaking through the depths
Through the depths
I will praise you
From the depths
where i cried to the lord.
And he heard my voice
and he breaks through
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