I don’t fall anymore i just lie here we at war but there’s no fight here my corpse feel heavy the sun was setting it was sunday evening monday looking deadly looking through the weak lost all the strength i had if you searching just to seek your feet my never leave the sand hourglass still turning i was out to learn a lesson out to find some answers asking the wrong questions my corpse feel heavy the course look steady my horse is ready about to ride off into this sunset skeletons in the closet of my success flesh all rotted surprised you ain’t notice the smell yet there’s a cool breeze that blows through these old trees that says these memories are better off if I forget i aint gamble with my life but i forfeit I ain’t land on the surface but i orbit i told eve to use these seeds to plant an orchard and we could be the king and queen follow no orders and how did turn out to be then we would be turned out of eden we were the king and queen with our seeds but the sun was still setting to evening odd how the two of us tryna get even with the world all around us we naked and needing something to cover what we discover as shame and a blame we can’t pretend runs in our veins the beasts that we named used to be tame now they hunt at night with claws and their fangs and this pain is strange because it won’t go away just like the hate that i see in your face I look at this garden like oh what a waste as the day fades away and the colors go grey i start wondering what happens when my eye’s will not open that’s when i notice the focus was broken said i would not die the lie of serpent was spoken I saw that the only chance to exit was open There’s hope in the place of the way that we left But there’s a light in the night that I seek in this mess i can attest in the stress that i’m not at my best there’s blessed in distress but i’m right at the edge of falling till there’s no remorse please take the light and put some life in this corpse

i'm never one to get upstaged even from the background i see the upgrades i pay a little attention to what some say it makes no difference they wanna get in the enclave i'm taking the long way home to get space while they trying to avenge my end game my future still swift with the songs i’ve for sharing it's apparant they preparing what others said like parrot i had alot on my mind never shared it like an only child growing up spoiled by the parents made some errors a little absent minded speaking ferris where is the one too confident to get embarrassed held my thermometer up to the light to spark heat look at all these degrees nobody's iller than me except when i look at my degree i'm back looking at my feet speaking to them like from now on we go where god leads how you gonna let up when god said to get up into the night (where you go?) fastlane fatigue lightsoff empty fastforward flashlight sped by flashing what is momentary, what is lasting in this moment couldn't hold it theres more to be asking to many paths that i tread when i'm tired and worn to point like the tread of a tire it could rip any second like the time it expires are desires denied behind previous inquires this the weather that liars love where the night is chilly and the wind is up and every noise sounds like a whisper someone withheld from your eager ears a culmination of all our fears is a realization we never overcame them lost in the lament of all this vagueness and empty faces knowing you could save them i wrote this at 2 am gonna say my prayers then it’s on amen i’ve been changing i can’t deny that look inside we find that wise get wise cracked the lines get signed when the sighs make contact and you could make a wish on the tip of an eyelash i lash out when i hold it all in then it’s over before there’s a chance to begin this when everything gets blurry when the mind starts racing but I’m in no hurry i said i’m never one to get upstaged when the lights all fade and the grays all haze will I know my way will i find my path will i fight my way past the assailants traps is there energy left that i can access at this point when the night gives me all it has how you gonna let up when god said to get up into the night

brace yourself if you can sing they gon make you sing love songs or autune your problems through the auto bots with auto views its all a ruse for sales and dues to corner you like prostitutes and sex will sell explain it well your wardrobes fail they selling you to people for that money hunger money stain more than honey mustard honey offered for dues that cost more un-bear-able till you encumbered ever wonder why the eyes will flutter and the vocals butter but life still suffer its undercover but they'll hold you under till your lungs will shutter and you cant recover we lonely but we singing their love songs hate is just happiness' nuance and our life's our weak but their’s could be awesome and i find myself feeling like i lost something but they count it win, so then again maybe ill just stay indifferent the internet perfect for my opinions bet i find some one to validate em bet if i yell louder and louder i'll find something to give me power i guess its now or never sever any head of a vomit spreader

said you got one life to live better live it to the fullest moments at my sharpest others try to dull it you look for validation others will annul it when your heart feels empty others are getting stolen Don't know if your wanted so you hand it out free till the worth is all distorted and you don’t know what you can be degenerate your worth eviscerate your purpose but it was predetermined Your worth isnt whats on the surface i doubted my courage i doubted my bravery I doubted who i was and if there was a place for me spending all my time as a hostel with this vacancy wages of this ache in my soul already paid for me hate to see the hate in me all turned to hating me formally the demons schemes seemed like fate for me favoring a face turned away from shame weighing these hearts broken parts that starved all of the faith in me need a movie scene life you could in binge in one sitting a la la land sing along with a happier ending a sing street discrete meet the girl of your dreams thing where the hope is never hopeless and you can be anything The world can't control what the world doesn't own Who cares if you crash landed Get out there and explore I can be You can be we can be Anything be yourself are you up for the challenge thats why the fall for anything they can’t find a balance they trip over talent just to earn that medallion addicted to those late night acts jimmy fallon got the talons of approval shoved inbetween the ribs you either you breath or compete there is no room to give I live for those full moon nights when the shadows all skid demons in the darkness now dawn is back for revengeeee.. i’m on the wings of an angel with beat up halo turn the beat up tenfold so i can speak to the faithful the world is full of pompous wanna be celebrities pedestal of leaches, liars, reverse leprosy when defeats the only option thats not forgotten and imposters have imposed an impossible problem you could solve it by joining in and becoming one of them or you could be yourself and slay these fakers till the end The world can’t control what the world doesn’t own and i am not the worlds i won’t sell my soul

This is not a phase they want to keep it caged I just let it bang i ain’t even phased this music that i make this is not a phase erase me to sign that line wanna go mainstream better steal my rhymes I am who I am I never try to copy for paper that’d break my design i am inclined to show your decline king of the hill but a villain inside I am from ks can you imagine a dream off this planet isn’t out of my sight all of these rappers have got it backwards enamored by glory but glory’s divine facing the factors my ethics intact yours were severed with fervor chasing the slime wheezing or breathing or weeping my dreams are like Lazarus sleeping they coming alive why would i try to be like you (be like you) view from your angle is to obtuse (to obtuse) flipped a 180 from the slim and the shady the devil was waiting in his abyss he couldn’t fade me with razors to blade me the views i’m obtaining are higher than jets higher than fires to blaze me i’m gaining this wisdom thats changing into respect still broke as chainlinks they faking it’s crazy Each leg is hanging one side of the fence need to confess from the draining it taking a toll on your soul till there’s nothing left you rest in the bleachers i feature the teachers like the grade you receiving i’m giving no F’s and i don’t run my city wit a semi on my lap but i do run tracks, you about to get lapped finna sprint till it’s lit and your defense couldn’t land interference from the fear it’s like we never stood a chance stance of the bison meets tyson i’m bitting you right in the ear with my writing you writhing, my symptoms all point to asylums for silence i quiet anything i don’t feel alive with i pilot through riots of agony candidly raps are insanity, calamity rapidly handing out tragedy not trapped in these fantasies my enemies apathy, love is the strategy sad to see vanities filling our vacancies stay with me take off the mask i never run the city with a semi on my lap

On my way to church? Donuts Why were you late to work? Donuts Man what’s that on your shirt? Donuts Got to spit this verse, but first donuts Donuts donuts donuts donuts donuts donuts That’s my only focus I woke up this morning still on last nights sugar rush my girl look at me tell me i need to sober up She ain’t drink that orange soda but she still my crush I put that icing on her finger she my only one we don’t haze we just glaze it it’s amazing she’s my favorite all this sugar couldn’t take it every sunrise is a bonus so we hit up daylight donuts feeling blessed i’m feeling chosen in the camry and we rolling i’m just going with the flow have two dozen in the box Should offer to share but eat em all if you watch i keep one in my dash incase i get stopped by the cops and we can start the day together if you down for the cause my moms says that i got an obsession but with this glaze I found an affection pulled me strait out of depression is been tested when God created donuts he said it was good what a blessing this digestion is ingested without hesitant reflections no rejections i swear this is heaven on a crescent i detect them and know you got a box in the back i could smell them don’t dispel them you should share them or you wack Why you up before the sun? Donuts An ingredient for fun? Donuts Good till the last crumb? Donuts All you could ever want? Donuts

you said i wasn’t your type did you mean that? you said i was just aight did you mean that? you said i wouldn’t like the feedback did you mean that you didn’t mean that i barely pulled it off behind the distraction they all watched i left this cave where they had me stuffed and planned my escape from the confines of the plans that they had for me masquerade as a masterpiece while they copy all that came before sing the same praise strum the same old chords its the same accord the same accordion they same old stretch with the same old boringness traditions they listed as critical truth but the constrictions limit the movement your used to these are the loose ends that movements will lose to they distract you with ruses to confuse and abuse you you got nothing to prove you've got nothing to lose here let me prove it to you let's have a weird time nothings as sour as the lime light life gives you lemons that pierce like venom but tom hardy in it let the critics decide educate how to innovate i dont imitate or emulate integrate every inner weight watch it rise like interest rates bottle wisdom keep it in storage they want you to sell it to pay the mortgage opportunity futility lessens mobility like nothing rhymes with the color orange or was it the fruit? i try to stay in the loop but i got no ceiling couldn't stay in the coupe whats the use? stay in your lane it'll drive you crazy make your own way they'll say its not worth taking

I was 22 in a gold sedan with abandoned plans couldn't follow through dont forget you could die today if you got more to say what you got to lose? YOU couldn't guide my way YOU couldn't find my place YOU wouldn't put up chase that was something only i could do radio dial set to seventeen spark fire faster that an evergreen my dreams better than I've ever seen but they want me to follow suit dont ever let the world swallow you we do the best that we all can do just know we knew it was all for you all for you to call the truce before hell broke loose aye whats the key to life? here for the love dont believe the hype dont believe the hype dont believe the hype on the outskirts of this abandoned land medusa begging me to take a glance adamant that i had a chance double knots how i tied my vans my shoes are dirty but my sole stay clean devil at work trying to intervene who out here going to intercede when all hope leaves in these injuries and enter these thoughts of unjust deeds impure plights of perilous pleas from light snuffed out as the darkness creeps like centipedes through crypts in me no tattoos but i spill this ink i paint this picture write this symphony craft this rhyme make this poetry until this ode to you means the most to me rag tag crew got nothing to lose you fell from the sky you came out of the blue you’ve seen all my wounds you’ve seen the blood ooze you’ve seen the sun protrude when the darkness would pollute you were all alone at the cusp of it when nobody else wanted it want to quit at the front of it strength mustered it and powered through the sweetness of cowards sours soon they retreat before the hours through if never’s now and forever looms then of many moments these the chosen few

you should shed your skin leave the trail of snake catch you by the tail before you strike and escape they shouldn’t ever let your poison out of it’s cage trying to trap you was the first mistake damage, lets talk about innocence lost primitive thoughts about boyhood the cost illicit shock explicit ventures that all came to a climax and we find that these visions were false I was in jericho, just watching you march around my walls arrogant how i always new they would fall and I wanted them to and i meant for them to thought if i fell i’d at least hit rock bottom with you that did damage nocturnal eyes now the real lights blind i’ve been swimming in this darkness got my eyes sealed tight like i can’t see what i can’t see so why even try tie my hands behind my back I cant even feel so why try what is real what is a lie what is the product placement market made up sugar tasting over inflated under stated dopamine laced reasons behind why this country’s addicted that love aint real life but they hooked me and its ripping my conscience out my mind the whole country caught thats why we all falling behind the gave us this color and we paint inside the lines make out this perfect picture that love aint real life that did 237 damage explain that to someone you love battery drained conversations unplugged plugged in online most of your off time till you felt off all the time like something wrong in your mind conditioned to find the most exotic type treat women like objects then toss them aside it’s hopeless romantics mixed with dopefiends and addicts left with no heroes just tragic stories of misused passions i could give you a piece of my mind but i’m never at peace, i’m at war all the time gave away so many pieces they replaced it with machine bits getting harder to clear this history with amputated fingers this precedes the seasons of doubt and decievement makes lies an achievement cheating an agreement if you see the damage but you don’t perceive it take a knee and release it need a conversation with jesus

I know you live life wit no shame i used to know a girl who did cocaine up late thought she was a heroin No fate experience harrowing arrow tethered with a feather from an angels wing forever is as close as its ever been we sick but these pills aint medicine if heaven have a gate how we getting in Satan got a prescription for the innocent but all of these instagram hearts must of hidden it your notifications don’t mention it but this is for the dollars common sense isn’t rich in it who gonna stand when the weather get inclement i hope i walk forward when horrors get pestilent i know Gods present but hope seems hesitant The essence of the lessons in the crescent of what’s evident i’m sorry you don’t really agree you are only here to impede i might never succeed God gave me all that i need halleluja, halleluja god can use the foolish God knows what he doing

Now I roll through the city No mask on They told me to break a leg No cast on I’m an out cast but now I blast off Running through the city No mask on they don’t know they don’t know (aye roll it) arson all for the glow (light it) i just lost all control (burnin) In the chaos found my soul (lifted) on dark side looking for the bright side but these words in my ear all cyanide cynical all for psyched mind high tide but the time all finite fight like you gone ride out on this chariot dig up the hatchet from the area where you buried it war paint smeared arrogance are you a warrior, or are you wearing thin I can't listen to the sad songs used to be the theme now the dreams had to re spawn all depends on the depth of the deep end when we dive if our heads get caved in okay then it was just me and the princess learning you reap what you so like seamstress make the grim reaper smile thin with no regrets chances slim then we wade in like an egret net worth calls this counter intuitive intuition twitching what we have to prove to them either we moving on or they moving in these the things you have to do then never do again the ever present second guesses that stress us into pressure live life beyond measure when transgressions get severed here to trespass not tread back when i said that the words became clear no distortion for the impact what's your story? the narrative you enjoy when the world plays coy fill a void or set it up as a decoy destroy hear the same voice that we avoid the alter ego you cant see through peep hole that the people couldnt speak to when you hold yourself regal it's evil little seeds that'll grow into a steeple like a needle in the haystack payback seems lethal the pollution that's intruded the movement into prudence used -as the useless -use this - fruit without the juices soon it's suit-less when it suits us but it soothes just to move us into moments where motions are all moot who are you? my plans all cratered like the full side of the moon it's only as dark out as you choose the night seems still but my soul feels moved

What’s up bro How you dreamin dude Just want you to know That I believe in You ooh name a better duo who i want by my side when the time gets crucial who knows the foes and highs and the lows that oppose when they throw the glow out the window who i want by my side in the struggle who has all the talent but keeps it so subtle the stay shy stay fly champ make dope beats for rap it's the man behind the mask sarcastic and sass but bombastic fantastic and classic accents and maniacal laughs no kids but #1 dad on the hat dreaming as big as you've seen but believe they aren't out of reach not as far as seems who could i express all my stresses and questions give directions with both humor and lessons it's the stay shy stay fly champ God's got plans for that who's the only one that ascends all the trends when others just seem to pretend to be in God created you how you supposed to be so don't compare yourself to nobody, especially me if you can be anybody be you to the best you can be and let's hangout again before the end of the week out of all the crazy things we would do sometimes i just want to play gamecube nba street volume 2. chill on the couch and eat junk food you were my partner in crime but we were never in trouble whenever you were by my side they must of felt like they were seeing double my little brother i aim to inspire but when i need a spark you've been the lighter you're the person i count on, believe in, admire and i dont really say it it's been awhile family over everyingthing there is no replacement every vacation we’ve taken amazing it’s comic the places that live could just take us but i know you cool stayin in these comic book pages any time you feel down in defeated know that i got you cuz life isn’t easy god created you how you supposed to be so don't compare yourself to nobody, totally free grew up thinking all brothers had it like us realized we one of kind no replicas we gonna grow up get old and fade to dust but we got some memories the end couldn’t take from us

lay awake yah yah and it’s late ya lay awake ya ya god is great at least with insomnia the nightmares can’t reach you with dreams so vivid they must be trying to teach you this night is opaque but the darkness is clear as day i just lay awake, see mistakes didn’t seal my fate how long will you sleep sluggard, proverbs 6:9 waves of weariness hit me like i’m seaside this one line just recycles, replays, constantly and insanity seem nigh, but when the sun comes it dawns on me mom said Gods good, count blessings not sheep i feel like i’m weighted down battle it out no peace i don’t have night terrors but i don’t have good dreams i always want my final prayer to be God please use me then my eye’s blink and i sink into the history I can feel all of my energy emptying insanity rapidly reaching me radically mad at me for handling fallacies passively the dead inside revive to keep me alive look on as the shadows crawl up the walls in the night the prognosis that hope is the bane of the soulless indulges but fear is repulsed by the light

she had the poise of a queen whole posture an offer of peace the noise in the silence a vibrancy ceased like the sound of ship as it's seized by the sea about the same time as the sunrise in the east I saw the designed disguise and it denied my speech the horizon inclined but into darkness i sink attacked as a beast as it's freed from it's leash if there's such thing as a hero there's zero within me despair in the air feel the stench as reeks there's a havoc that could panic the strength from the weak that would focus all the hopeless and dispel all ease and just when you fail and you fell to your knees with cry for the errors that lead to defeat you hear the hymn from the heavens that lessens the grief and the darkness departed before my eyes in a blink it is well it is well with my soul if this is where i'm supposed to be then why does it feel empty here hair stands to declare that the chill is in the air ever stare at the stars wonder how to make it there what are the necessary steps when god got to make the stares i try to escalate to what it takes to motivate the only way out this grave is through the motions made or blink this sleep out of my open eyes to feel awake in reality reality seems really boring and fake reality seems like one mistake that we seem to make we paint a pretty picture like it's a photo but it aint the same a picture is worth as many words that i would never say and silence is as golden as these notes that never seem to fade some things are meant to change some are meant to stay i'm at a flux in the middle i could be pulled either way or maybe i'll stay stuck until everything is torn apart I wonder if the stars look down from the heavens wanting to be where we are they say there’s a wisdom to letting it go i hold everything inside so i wouldn’t know ask what could take away my joy the tried to strip away everything i didnt have a choice when you talk to god do you hear his voice do you see God at work in all this noise all i see is the devils ploys i’ve been dragged down but still rejoice i plant my flag in hope of victory but i have no army for my enemies and no reinforcement was sent to me as they press forward relentlessly like spurgeon minus the ministry a life long battle all that this is meant to be but i know it won’t go on endlessly in the end in glory is where i get to be when peace like a river attended my way where sorrows like sea billows roll whatever my pain because of you i will say it is well it is well with my soul it is well it is well with my soul

is sounds like an apocalypse and i’m out here to get lost in it tread forward with cautiousness or they’ll find your story in the hieroglyphs try to read these signs like they’re zodiacs and run these streets from the culdisacs they know exactly where your pulse is at below the red dot aimed with the trigger pulled back the part of me thats part of the problem is long gone all caught in caution colluded the false one i don’t know the issues but since you’ve been on one i got a song for the solemn the solace and lost ones telecast tell of that terror that once was and how we become the redundant forgotten departed from hearts in the wild abandoned denial from the acts of the hands of assassins these the words that still persist even in death we will resist rebels for light when the darkness grips the sun won’t set until the end know this graveyard couldn’t hold us down when the church bell sounds will be coming back around

Take heart Watching my faith grow something told me early on this was everything I ever wanted I ignored em I ignored em and followed my own compass I heard the earth still groans still crys out for the second comin I put gag over the mouth and claimed I could hear nothing the epitome of a mystery I am still a seed waiting to sprout to a tree focused on being everything that he meant for me But honestly I say it without knowing what it means when I say he, i mean, jesus the messiah, God and human being the i am, the alpha and omega, 1/3rd of the trinity the living image of an invisible god for all eternity the scarred man from the middle east performing things unseen that can't be proved by science if they could would you still believe if they couldn't would you doubt that God could achieve the acts that humans claim to be impossible, possibly why did the God who became a man make man to doubt everything? I have Told you these things that you may find peace In this world you will have trouble, but reside in me x2 There’s darkness out there worse than any you’ve known But Take heart, I have already overcome the world here i am with one foot out the door facing fears i never understood i had before of course the restoration started at the core to form a force that caused a shift to my chords that set the course there was purpose on the surface just nothing urgent in its source so what uncertain became the burden that i didn’t care for and ignored but whats unprovoked can still be woke and riled into war and so my hope was being choked with no parry from the sword the very duel id been avoiding started destroying undeterred the curse inflicted was wicked when defeat seemed assured but a carried weight was lifted as if a miracle occurred and then the battle within shifted until the victory was earned I saw a king since creation who set the foundation of the earth declare my worth, before my birth, he had loved me first and If my purpose was determined before my thoughts had even stirred then why would my passions in this vastness ever be reserved the hope was offered upon an alter a sacrifice was burned the sacrifice smoldered upon his shoulders before i said a single word the king of all kings has love greater than i can ever learn I will be a reflection of this love less it ever be obscured I declare victory as the Lords now until he has returned and salvation freely given because the sin in me was cured I declare victory as the Lords now until he has returned and salvation freely given because the sin in me was cured If I accept the love of christ, but don't offer it to others if I deny hope to all my sisters and my brothers the love I have is lost with no will to recover I used it as a safety net but didn't want to be a jumper and yet still in my selfish iniquities Jesus blood is sufficient and it still covers me what else could I do after receiving this type of love but take heart and give it out till my time is up john 16:33 33 “I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” Romans 12:1-2 12 Therefore, I urge you, brothers and sisters, in view of God’s mercy, to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God—this is your true and proper worship. 2 Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.

Prayers I Hope They Praying For Me I Hope They Praying For Me I Hope They Praying For Me I Needed You To Pray For Me ’30 I Had A Revelation That Pulled Me Out Of My Deep Sleep Jolted Me Out Of A State Of Slumber Into A Place That The Dark Keeps Stuck Under A Weight That Covers But You Know What This Heart Needs And I Can Hear The World As It Shutters But I Know You Make This Heart Beat How Do You Hear Us All How Do You Discern Every Call? What Happens When We Lift Up What Constantly Causes Us To Fall And The Causes Of These Scars Still Keep Us Enthralled I’m In The Midst Of All This Dark Just Trying To Talk To God I Was Left Out In The Darkness With The Shark Fins All Circiling This Carcus Whats The Process When Your An Arms Length From Razor Teeth Fire Started As Arson Left Me Burnt Out To The Third Degree Personally I Was Searching For Salvation With No Urgency This Was A Burden We Still Ignore And It’s Worsening We Cant Afford What We Purchasing But We Paying For It We Take The Pain Then We Pay It Forward I Turn The Page Of This Hymnal Can’t Find The Song I Need I Press This Pen Against This Page And Let Go Of Everything I Know You Hear Me When I Yell I Know You Hear Me When I Scream But Why Is It When I Hear Your Voice You Sound Like Your Whispering I Need Your Strength Just So I Can Make Through I Need Your Grace Just So I Can Make It Through I Need Someone To Turn To When Everyone Turns Their Backs I Need A Defender I Can’t Fight Off These Attacks I See The Light And It Blinds Me Till Tears Stream Down This Face And I Fall Down To My Knees Redeemed I Know They Praying For Me I Know You Were Praying For Me And God Came Through Gave Me All I Need

You Can Call It A Calling Call It A Conviction Call It Revisions For The Vision I’ve Been Missin Call It A Mission, Call Off Ommissions This Is Admittance We Admit The Resistance Penance For A Sentence Inflicted Restrictions Sin In It’s Limits With Vindictive Persistence Just Let Me Hear Well Done When All This Is Finished So It’s Jesus Over Everything No Other Dependents As Simple As Salvation Redefined The Riches My Heart Is Set On Joy That No Dollars Or Cents Give But When Life Fades Away You Can Count My Investments They Told Me To Turn This Cliche Whizz Down But I Don’t Get Depressed Anymore, Got My Head In The Clouds I Used To Think My Halo Was So Bent Out Of Shape That I’d Never Spread The Wings To Fly Out Of This Grave And I Ain’t Even Tripping, I Aint Even Stressed This Aint A Brag And This Aint A Flex I Didn’t Grow Up In The Dark But It Grew In My Heart Shredded By The Fangs That Left It In Shards Have You Ever Felt Like Everyone Around You Was Blind So You Just Hide It All Inside Like Everything Is Fine But I’ve Seen The Dark, And I’ve Seen The Light I’ve Felt The Heaviness But Seen That Weight Cast Aside So When You Walk Through That Valley In The Shadow Of Death Look For The Light And Feel The Life In Your Chest It’s Jesus Over Everything Til I’m Out Of Breath And He’s Chasing After You Like Your The Only One Left … Light Rays …. Light Rays …