Lyrics:
If I could play you the soundtrack to the last few years
maybe you'd relate to the anguish, and we could vanquish theses fears

and I'm back where I started, started where I finish
blind, def, mute I don't feel with these senses
words that are spoken all broken and senseless
image in the mirror just a token of my nemesis
my nemesis is this, cant pretend I dont know what it is ,
like every light is growing dim like every light has been eclipsed
I can't express this since I'm only aggravated, agitated
sat and waited ever fading ever growing thin
Remember, we used to ride our bikes through swanson park
opposite of gotham when the sun set starts
dark knight in the mask but don't forget who you are
do you ever wonder who beats on the trap set of your heart?
you aren't trapped yet get back up you've made it this far
Don't get lost down here on earth because you mapped out the stars
they told me shoot for the stars never aim for anything lesser
but I aim for something better when they say settle I say never

and the days are just as dark as the nightmares that keep us screaming
it's easier to fade away and just say I'm done with dreaming
and all i ever wanted never added up to what I needed
but i've seen expectations exceeded even when i feel defeated

and that sounds like the soundtrack to the last few years
I ain't shaken, i ain't taken, I awaken to my fate and I conquer these fears

(Verse 2 J.Murph)


it was...
Back in the beginning, before the friends did drugs
and the girls verse the world and it all became corrupt
I lit a match and hoped to touch the world and blow it up
break the wrist to take the grip from the devils clutch
don't let them distract you, keep your focus
they'll watch you like a hawk to make sure your eyes never open
we all want to be the hero but we end up as the villain
now the children are all killin so numb to these feelings
listen
we never grew up with the stress of taking bullets to chest
now we misplace our belts like we wear our pants around are necks
trying to relate to why my generation is so depressed
and how our  meaningless actions lead to so many regrets
I guess we're just upset that our actions didn't lead to immortality
immortal plans but mortal mans life span is just a battle scene
now we see the person in the mirror to be the enemy
as we break every word of encouragement down to ambiguity
all the thoughts on my mind that they label illicit
i consider a privilege to break out a mental detention
blind, def, mute, now my feelings are senseless
now back where I started, started where I finish
But I won't end it there if you dont end it here
if you take a second just to listen just to lend me your ear
been playing the same soundtrack for the last few years
it's time to conquer this anguish time vanquish these fears